A new DAWN !

There is perfect silence,
Nobody here,
Everyone gone,
I am sitting alone,
There are few books in the corner,
A speedy fan,
T.V working on its own,
There is drink in my hand,
And head straight looking  from the window at moon,
There are a few blood stains on the table,
May be of mine,
Its not known,
There is thunder outside,
Windows are open,
Still there is suffocation around,
For the reason unknown,
I don't know what did i take,
But i feel high,
And i have been looking at lines on the wall drawn,
Its almost the edge,
End of life,
I stood up,
I could see light,
The sun coming up,
Shining with low light,
Its time to get up,
Work,
Forget the past,
And move on,
I lit up a smoke,
Yes, its time for a new DAWN!

Finding Happiness !

I wake up everyday,
Trying to feel happy today,
I move on,
I am surrounded by memories,
But i move on,
I try to find happines in friends,
I try finding it in other people,
I try finding it happiness of others,
But i don't,
There is something i lack in,
There is something i am not feeling happy about,
But soon we realise,
Happiness in what we are,
Not in what we are trying to be,
Not in what we pretend to be,
Not in what are not supposed to be,
Happiness is in what you are to yourself and in feeling me !