My Life Is a BIG LIE !

My life is a lie,
The relations,
The people,
The care,
The love,
Everything is total lie,
We stand by someone cuz we need them,
We love cuz we want ourself to be loved,
Its a web we create,
And get trapped more n more,
As we make more n more strings,
There is no getting out of it,
Just being happy is never a choice,
All we hear is scary noises,
Scream,
Pain,
Hurt,
All around,
And we loose faith,
And find another person to make us happy again!

Hurt Deep Inside!

There is pain i hide,
emotion i don't show,
i try to be normal,
whether we are talking or not,
i try not to be overreactive,
i try not to be possessive,
i just try to protect you from everyone,
so no one can hurt ur innocent heart,
but you know deep down its killing me,
the very thought of us not talking breaking me,
the imagination of us being apart crushes me down,
well i am hurt deep inside,
but i never cry,
i smile to make you smile,
i try,
to make you laugh,
thats all i ever wanted to do,
but i am hurt every now and then deep inside!