The Black Day!

Here i am writing again,
Like a emo going insane,
There is something about this day,
Like i loose my mind,
And sit on the terrace,
And the feeling goes plain,
I remember the moment,
You were coming to meet me,
I was waiting eagerly,
All dressed up,
Ready to meet,
I kept waiting you didn't come,
I fell asleep waiting,
But no knock on the door,
I woke up,
Haze in my eyes,
I looked at time,
Confused where have you gone by?
I looked around,
Called your friends,
All i can remember were there empty frames,
The next i remember was with you,
Around your stretcher,
Holding your head,
Your body cold,
And me going lame,
I was horrified,
Sacred,
Lost,
Numb,
I was struck,
Struck hard in my ache,
All i saw was blood spots,
On your curly hair,
The beautiful eyes,
The sharp nose,
And my heart gets dry,
Your cute lips full of blood,
I tried holding your hand,
But it was all crushed,
I was numb,
I kissed your cheeks and ran away,
Here come again,
The black day,
Which makes me go insane !

Hurt Deep Inside!

There is pain i hide,
emotion i don't show,
i try to be normal,
whether we are talking or not,
i try not to be overreactive,
i try not to be possessive,
i just try to protect you from everyone,
so no one can hurt ur innocent heart,
but you know deep down its killing me,
the very thought of us not talking breaking me,
the imagination of us being apart crushes me down,
well i am hurt deep inside,
but i never cry,
i smile to make you smile,
i try,
to make you laugh,
thats all i ever wanted to do,
but i am hurt every now and then deep inside!

I miss us!

It was a saturday night,
When we had a fight,
You cried loud,
And i went for an out,
You burst into tears,
To loose you forever was my fear,
I never wanted us to end that way,
Now all i have is sadness and grey,
I want you back,
But you have gone too far,
I hope for a new beginning,
But the clouds won't fade away,
Now i cry out loud,
And there is no one to hear,
While i sit all alone crying on the Bay !

Losing ourself !

We face serious accidents in life,
Accidents that doesn't hurt physically,
But emotionally,
You meet someone,
You feel right about them,
You put up everything to have them,
You loose other relation sometimes to hold them,
You know there is no turning back,
But you face the defeat,
You face the guilt,
They leave you for unknown stupid and idiotic reason,
They leave you for none of a reason,
You face fade in your life,
You face hate,
You face ignorance,
You face sadness,
You face guilt for those other relations,
You face dusk,
You know its dark ahead,
You feel low,
And all you have is the lost Glow!