Hurt Deep Inside!

There is pain i hide,
emotion i don't show,
i try to be normal,
whether we are talking or not,
i try not to be overreactive,
i try not to be possessive,
i just try to protect you from everyone,
so no one can hurt ur innocent heart,
but you know deep down its killing me,
the very thought of us not talking breaking me,
the imagination of us being apart crushes me down,
well i am hurt deep inside,
but i never cry,
i smile to make you smile,
i try,
to make you laugh,
thats all i ever wanted to do,
but i am hurt every now and then deep inside!

Life is confused!

There is total darkness,
its roof top,
you see lights at a distance,
but no light in you,
there are creatures making random noices,
you don't know a thing about what next,
you are confused to think about what,
life, love, carrier, parents,
you are sitting dumb,
thinking to jump off,
but no guts,
the sky turn from dark to blue,
but u r thinking,
endlessly,
irrespective of any thought,
trying to manage things,
that never work up in real life,
at last you feel screwed,
give up the thoughts,
and just go to sleep!

The Inside Story !

I move around with a fake smile,
Hiding the true tears,
Smiling at everyone,
But remembering none,
There is break apart inside me,
But i keep laughing at my own,
People say i have grown funny,
But they don't realize the pain i have been through,
Then one of them,
With no gesture,
With no other talk,
She just asked,
"You are not fine, any problem you wanna share?"
My tears burst out to her,
Heart poured out to her,
She hugged me,
And said,
"Don't worry, I am always there".