Worst moment in LIFE !

There were people around talking,
i did not hear a thing,
people running around,
doctors trying to take me of the stretcher,
but i did not feel anything,
i was close to heart stop,
but it didn't,
i was numb holding ur head,
seeing those blood spots on your clothes,
 on your closed eyes,
i knew you won't come back now,
knew u can't feel me,
but tried holding u hard,
i tried holding your hand,
but felt the hand all crushed,
i couldn't take off the blanket,
to see your hand all rushed,
There was blood all i can see,
and the hopes fading away,
and numbness in my head can never flee,
the moment i can never forget,
and the only thing i never wanted to see !

Will you?

Under the summer sun,
Going down the hill,
I wait for you,
Will you back me up,
When i fall,
Will you keep my care,
When there is no one there,
Will you give a hand,
When i couldn't stand,
Will you stand by me,
When no one will,
Will you be loyal,
In this greedy place,
Will you be mine,
This is all i ever wanted to say,
I wait for an answer,
Sitting under the tree,
Under the summer sun,
Going down the hill!

The Inside Story !

I move around with a fake smile,
Hiding the true tears,
Smiling at everyone,
But remembering none,
There is break apart inside me,
But i keep laughing at my own,
People say i have grown funny,
But they don't realize the pain i have been through,
Then one of them,
With no gesture,
With no other talk,
She just asked,
"You are not fine, any problem you wanna share?"
My tears burst out to her,
Heart poured out to her,
She hugged me,
And said,
"Don't worry, I am always there".

Pouring heart!

I am no gentleman,
But i try hard not to hurt you,
I am no perfection,
But i try hard to make moments memorable with you,
I am an atheist,
But i started praying for us,
I am no handsome,
But i try hard to have a clean heart,
I am no prankster,
But i try not to miss any chance to tease you,
I demand things,
But just to stay in touch with you,
I ask your attention,
Just to have a good feeling by my side,
I get angry easily,
But i say sorry within minutes in fear to loose you,
I be naughty,
But it doesn't have any meaning to show here,
I over care sometimes,
Just to make sure you are fine,
I over think sometimes,
Just to be sure my actions and words don't hurt you,
I be jealous sometimes,
That's the pe keep with myself,
Through all this,
I just want to say,
I am there,
Always there for you ! :) :) :)