Worst moment in LIFE !

There were people around talking,
i did not hear a thing,
people running around,
doctors trying to take me of the stretcher,
but i did not feel anything,
i was close to heart stop,
but it didn't,
i was numb holding ur head,
seeing those blood spots on your clothes,
 on your closed eyes,
i knew you won't come back now,
knew u can't feel me,
but tried holding u hard,
i tried holding your hand,
but felt the hand all crushed,
i couldn't take off the blanket,
to see your hand all rushed,
There was blood all i can see,
and the hopes fading away,
and numbness in my head can never flee,
the moment i can never forget,
and the only thing i never wanted to see !

I miss us!

It was a saturday night,
When we had a fight,
You cried loud,
And i went for an out,
You burst into tears,
To loose you forever was my fear,
I never wanted us to end that way,
Now all i have is sadness and grey,
I want you back,
But you have gone too far,
I hope for a new beginning,
But the clouds won't fade away,
Now i cry out loud,
And there is no one to hear,
While i sit all alone crying on the Bay !

Untold Truth of Life !

You were enjoying a life,
playing around all the time,
laughing till stomach pain,
and all of a sudden it changed to heart break,
You feel like your life chocked up,
Feel like you can swim through it,
But someone is pulling you leg down,
Someone is making you kill yourself,
The heart break making you feel all lost,
Lost in the desert of feelings,
Lost in the middle of sea,
Lost in the unworthy world,
Smile is just  mask,
Sad is all you feel inside,
Running away is no choice,
Facing seem to be problem,
Death seem to be an easy option,
You take a deep  breathe,
Stand at the edge,
Watch the beauty of mountains,
Is it worth to die of a heart break,
Is it worth to jump of the edge for,
You feel life is above her,
Life can be lived without her,
This starts again when you reach the place again,
The process,
The method,
The death thoughts,
It keeps repeating!