Will you?

Under the summer sun,
Going down the hill,
I wait for you,
Will you back me up,
When i fall,
Will you keep my care,
When there is no one there,
Will you give a hand,
When i couldn't stand,
Will you stand by me,
When no one will,
Will you be loyal,
In this greedy place,
Will you be mine,
This is all i ever wanted to say,
I wait for an answer,
Sitting under the tree,
Under the summer sun,
Going down the hill!

The Inside Story !

I move around with a fake smile,
Hiding the true tears,
Smiling at everyone,
But remembering none,
There is break apart inside me,
But i keep laughing at my own,
People say i have grown funny,
But they don't realize the pain i have been through,
Then one of them,
With no gesture,
With no other talk,
She just asked,
"You are not fine, any problem you wanna share?"
My tears burst out to her,
Heart poured out to her,
She hugged me,
And said,
"Don't worry, I am always there".

Missing the other part of ME !

Sitting by the river bank,
Thinking of the worst has happened to me,
Crying out loud still no one can hear me,
Tears rolling on the cheeks with full of sadness,
I thought life has no more reason to be lived,
There came a friend,
A cute doll,
A princess by heart,
Sat besides,
Holding my hand,
Slowly whispering in the ears "I'm here, don't worry" ,
That moment paused,
I wish it paused forever,
We never stopped talking,
We couldn't even try stopping ourselves,
We never had a doubt on each other,
We knew we keep the friendship forever,
But as the time passed by,
I started moving back to the river,
The loud flow,
Not letting anyone hear my cry,
Yes, I am still waiting friend,
Its time now for you to come back,
Hold my hand again,
To pause the moment,
To live again!

Dedicated:- illi ! :(

First Love!

She was sitting in front bench,
I kept starring,
She was questioning teachers,
I kept starring,
She was eating,
She was playing,
She gossip,
She walk,
Her expressions,
Her attitude,

Her smile,
I kept starring,
I made an approach,
Heart beating fast,
Confusion how to start,
Head banging,
Throat thirsty,
Words won't come out,
I said 'Hey' ,
She smiled,
And then we just never stopped,
Yes it was the first love,
The last love,
The only love!

Love to get you back !

Itne dino baad khushi mehsus ki hai, 
Dil ki dhadkane asal me chalne lagi hai, 
Thoda samajh kam aa raha hai, 
Khushi se aankhen nam karne ki icha hai, 
In khushiyon ko chum lun aaj, 
Baahon me bhar lun, 
Inhe kabhi juda na hone dun, 
Pal pal bas saara aaj hi jee lene jaisa lag raha,
Kash ye pal guzar na jaaye kabhi, 
Fir ye dost bichad na jaaye kabhi,
Bas hath pakad tera thoda sa ro lun, 
Teri god me sir rakh kar sukun paa lun, 
Tujhe gale laga tujhe kitna yaad kiya bata dun, 
Bas ab jaana nai, 
Kabhi bhi, 
Bas nai jaana ! :)

Dedicated to illi ! :)

I want to be there !

I don't mind if you are busy the whole day,
I won't complain if can't talk even nights,
But i want to be there when you want to be alone,
I want to be there when every other person take a step back,
I want to be there when you have those teary eyes,
I won't complain if we cannot have long chats,
I won't complain if i cannot be a part of your success, happiness,
But i want to be there when you lose your self,
I want to be there when you get sad and don't wanna listen to anyone, i would be there to listen to you and be quite all along,
I can't be there for you all the time ,
But i want to be there when you need a shoulder to share your sadness, your dark little secrets, your small little things you can't share with anyone else,
I just never want to let cry yourself to sleep,
I never want you to be in a bad mood right in the morning,
I just want to have to have the good morning and good nights chats with you if nothing else the whole day !

Dedicated to illi ! :)

Unforgettable love!

Aaj teri yaad aayi hai mujhe,
To ye kalam ne bhi sath de diya,
Us din bhi isi haalat me tha,
Jis din tune mera hath chod diya,
Bhul paane ki koshishen naakam si ho rahi hai ab,
Dil meri manane ko taiyaar hi nai hota,
Bas aankhen nam ai ho jaati hai ab,
Ek jhunjhuni si uth jaati hai badan me jab vo halaat yaad aate hain,
Teri vo tasveer saamne aati hain,
Tere vo udhada hua badan,
Teri vo hothon pe hansi ki jagah khoon ke dhabbe,
Tera vo hamesha ke liye chup ho jaana,
Tera vo bina soche samjhe mujhe chod jaana,
Mera bas chup raha,
Ek aansu tak na baha paaya me,
Saari indriyan jaise chalna band ho gayi ho,
Dhadkane bas ruki ruki si chal rahi thi,
Aankhen bhi khulne se mana karne lagi thi,
Kuch soch samajh nai paa raha tha,
Bas akele hi apne raaste chale jaa raha tha,
Vo teri yaaden,
Teri baaten,
Tera itrana,
Teri hansi,
Teri aankhon ki nami,
Teri shararaten,
Teri badmaashi,
Tera gussa,
Tera pyaar,
Bas sab lekar akele chale jaa raha tha,
Bas kabhi ro hi nai paaya,
Shayad rone ki himmat tak khatm ho chuki thi,
Tera vo mera hath pakad titanic ke poses dena,
Tera meri aankhon me dekh mujhe uljha dena,
Tera mujhe teri zulfon ki khushbu se madhosh kar dena,
Tera mujhe teri god me sulakar pyaar dena,
Aur tera vo pyaar se mere baalon me hath ferna,
Ab kya bacha hai,
Bas main,
Akela,
Sab kuch kabhi kabhi khatam sa lagta hai,
Ek pal tujhe yaad kar,
Apne aap ko sambhal leta hun,
Chalti ka naam zindagi kehne waalon ko pyaar ka andaaza nai shayad,
Ek baar dil rakh dete kisi ke kadmo me to pata chalta, zinda mout si hai ye ZINDAGI!

Challenges in LOVE !

Time changes,
So as people,
And does the feelings,
We try hard to make someone love us,
But we forget to try once we have them,
We show utmost care till they are far away,
We forget to care when they are so close,
We put up fights,
Be jealous,
Love them,
Help them,
But once they are yours,
You forget to even remember them the whole day,
We talk hours before,
Couldn't even take out minutes to talk later,
It isn't that the love and care is over,
But the challenge remains is,
We forget to show our love and care for them! :)

Bas tum!

Koi mujhse puche to kaise bataun tum mere liye kya ho,
In baadlon me tum,
In sitaron me tum ho,
Is chaand me tum ho,
Is suraj me tum ho,
In zamino me tum ho,
In aasmano me tum ho,
Pedo (Tree) me tum,
Pattiyon (leaf) me tum,
In deewaron me tum,
Meri baaton me tum,
Kya bataun tum mujhme kaise samayi ho,
Kaise bataun kis kadar mere dimag par chayi ho,
In hawaon me tum,
Udti pakshiyon me tum,
Foolon ko khushbu me tum,
Mere pahluon me tum,
Kaise bataun kis kadar tum mere dimag par chayi ho,
In jharno me tum,
Is behate paani me tum,
Khilti kaliyon me bhi tum ho,
Har ehsaas me tum,
Har jazbaat me tum,
Har awaaz me tum,
Bas is kadar mere dil par chayi ho jaise,
Sota hun to tum,
Jaagta hun to bas tum dikhayi aati ho,
Bas kami is baat ki TAQDEER tum nahi!

You are the one!

You are the sunshine i wake up with,
You are the dawn, i end my day to,
You are the dreams i sleep with,
You are the one i always be with,

I am no fancy,
I am never two sided-face with you,
I am honest as much as i can,
I am just faulty in my anger to emotions,
But you are the one i can smile with,
Ready to cry with,
Bare pain for,
You are one, i wish i could live for!