Life is confused!

There is total darkness,
its roof top,
you see lights at a distance,
but no light in you,
there are creatures making random noices,
you don't know a thing about what next,
you are confused to think about what,
life, love, carrier, parents,
you are sitting dumb,
thinking to jump off,
but no guts,
the sky turn from dark to blue,
but u r thinking,
endlessly,
irrespective of any thought,
trying to manage things,
that never work up in real life,
at last you feel screwed,
give up the thoughts,
and just go to sleep!

Missing the other part of ME !

Sitting by the river bank,
Thinking of the worst has happened to me,
Crying out loud still no one can hear me,
Tears rolling on the cheeks with full of sadness,
I thought life has no more reason to be lived,
There came a friend,
A cute doll,
A princess by heart,
Sat besides,
Holding my hand,
Slowly whispering in the ears "I'm here, don't worry" ,
That moment paused,
I wish it paused forever,
We never stopped talking,
We couldn't even try stopping ourselves,
We never had a doubt on each other,
We knew we keep the friendship forever,
But as the time passed by,
I started moving back to the river,
The loud flow,
Not letting anyone hear my cry,
Yes, I am still waiting friend,
Its time now for you to come back,
Hold my hand again,
To pause the moment,
To live again!

Dedicated:- illi ! :(

Lost !

I walk alone,
On an unknown path,
Hands full of sadness,
Eyes full of tears,
Looking at people passing by,
Comparing my life to others,
Head banging like a drum,
Legs shivering thinking about the upcoming,
I feel lost,
Lost like in a desert,
Lost like in a mid-sea,
Lost like among unknown people,
Lost like a pin in a hay,
Lost like will never win again,
Hours, Days, months, year has passed by,
I am still lost,
In the memories we shared,
In the pain we bared,
There is no hope,
I am Lost in the hope of hopelessness!