Its only for you!

I keep writing,
Happy,
Sad,
Lost,
Confused,
Missing someone,
Any emotion,
I keep writing,
But there is always you,
In my details,
There is you in my words,
In my talks,
In my feels,
In my deals,
In dreams,
In glances,
In trances,
There is you in my mind,
There is you my eyes,
I day dream to be with you,
I stop by at a random distance as i am thinking of you,
I pass by your house,
May be to get a glance of you,
Coz there is love in my heart,
And it belongs only to you!

The love for you!

There is no denial,
There is no second thought,
The love for you,
Its undefined,
Immature but true,
Its like love between a flower and bee,
Like Pen n paper,
Like pair of eyes,
A creature and a shadow,
The love for you,
Its beautiful,
Its wild,
Crazy,
Untamed,
The limit by far has been crossed,
Its like i am incomplete without you,
Like a night is incomplete without a moon,
And like the sun is incomplete without its light,
You are the light in dark,
A partner in my grey,
A smile in my cry,
A laugh in my bad,
There is no denial,
There is no second thought,
That i love you,
More than you do!

The First Look !

I was sitting at the last bench,
You on the third,
I kept staring all day,
But you didn't notice so far,
Once you came n sat besides me,
You had beautiful eyes,
N they were staring at me,
I slowly slowly looked deeper in your eyes,
I could sum up your whole life with me,
My eyes didn't blink,
Hand were shaking,
Tongue was numb,
Head was empty,
Ears went deaf,
The only thing i could do,
Is imagine myself forever with you,
I didn't knew if it was love at first sight,
But all i knew is you were perfect,
And i could do was bend my eyes,
A red rose in my hand,
Propose you in front of everyone,
Say she is my girl,
And i love her,
Until the sun shines bright!

The Black Day!

Here i am writing again,
Like a emo going insane,
There is something about this day,
Like i loose my mind,
And sit on the terrace,
And the feeling goes plain,
I remember the moment,
You were coming to meet me,
I was waiting eagerly,
All dressed up,
Ready to meet,
I kept waiting you didn't come,
I fell asleep waiting,
But no knock on the door,
I woke up,
Haze in my eyes,
I looked at time,
Confused where have you gone by?
I looked around,
Called your friends,
All i can remember were there empty frames,
The next i remember was with you,
Around your stretcher,
Holding your head,
Your body cold,
And me going lame,
I was horrified,
Sacred,
Lost,
Numb,
I was struck,
Struck hard in my ache,
All i saw was blood spots,
On your curly hair,
The beautiful eyes,
The sharp nose,
And my heart gets dry,
Your cute lips full of blood,
I tried holding your hand,
But it was all crushed,
I was numb,
I kissed your cheeks and ran away,
Here come again,
The black day,
Which makes me go insane !

I miss us!

It was a saturday night,
When we had a fight,
You cried loud,
And i went for an out,
You burst into tears,
To loose you forever was my fear,
I never wanted us to end that way,
Now all i have is sadness and grey,
I want you back,
But you have gone too far,
I hope for a new beginning,
But the clouds won't fade away,
Now i cry out loud,
And there is no one to hear,
While i sit all alone crying on the Bay !

First Love!

She was sitting in front bench,
I kept starring,
She was questioning teachers,
I kept starring,
She was eating,
She was playing,
She gossip,
She walk,
Her expressions,
Her attitude,

Her smile,
I kept starring,
I made an approach,
Heart beating fast,
Confusion how to start,
Head banging,
Throat thirsty,
Words won't come out,
I said 'Hey' ,
She smiled,
And then we just never stopped,
Yes it was the first love,
The last love,
The only love!

Love you !

Yaadon ki baarat lekar jeeye jaa raha hun,
Dard se rishta jode ab hansne ki koshish kiye jaa raha hun,
Kasame kha kar thak chuka hun,
Ke ab kabhi tujhe yaad nai karunga,
Teri yaad me ye aankhen nam na karunga,
Is dil ko tere kare se kabhi dard na dunga,
Par kasame ab todne ki aadat si ho gayi hai maano,
Ajib si kashmkash hai ye,
Ke ab jeeye kyu jaa rahe hain,
Abhi bhi tujhe kyun yaad karte hain,
Abhi bhi kyu rote hain,
Aaj bhi meri aankhon ki gehraiyon ko padhle,
Tujhe pata chal jaayega hum tujhse pyaar kitna karte hain !


Dedicated to illi ! :)