I miss you!

Is there any way i could forget you,
Any one who can handle me better than you did,
I try feeling those 5 minutes of your world,
The insane thurst you went through,
The swirling head,
People all over,
All you saw was blood around,
Wanting to meet me,
Hold my hand at that extreme moment,
May be see me the very last time,
Hug me insane,
I wish i was there as i promised,
To be there when no one would,
To hold your hand when your world fall apart,
Those innocent eyes,
The beautiful heart,
The beauty in your words,
The love in your eyes,
The warmth of your hug,
The scent of your curly hair,
The dream i have to be with you,
Is there i any way i could forget you,
Is there anyone who can handle me more than you!

The Black Day!

Here i am writing again,
Like a emo going insane,
There is something about this day,
Like i loose my mind,
And sit on the terrace,
And the feeling goes plain,
I remember the moment,
You were coming to meet me,
I was waiting eagerly,
All dressed up,
Ready to meet,
I kept waiting you didn't come,
I fell asleep waiting,
But no knock on the door,
I woke up,
Haze in my eyes,
I looked at time,
Confused where have you gone by?
I looked around,
Called your friends,
All i can remember were there empty frames,
The next i remember was with you,
Around your stretcher,
Holding your head,
Your body cold,
And me going lame,
I was horrified,
Sacred,
Lost,
Numb,
I was struck,
Struck hard in my ache,
All i saw was blood spots,
On your curly hair,
The beautiful eyes,
The sharp nose,
And my heart gets dry,
Your cute lips full of blood,
I tried holding your hand,
But it was all crushed,
I was numb,
I kissed your cheeks and ran away,
Here come again,
The black day,
Which makes me go insane !

Hurt Deep Inside!

There is pain i hide,
emotion i don't show,
i try to be normal,
whether we are talking or not,
i try not to be overreactive,
i try not to be possessive,
i just try to protect you from everyone,
so no one can hurt ur innocent heart,
but you know deep down its killing me,
the very thought of us not talking breaking me,
the imagination of us being apart crushes me down,
well i am hurt deep inside,
but i never cry,
i smile to make you smile,
i try,
to make you laugh,
thats all i ever wanted to do,
but i am hurt every now and then deep inside!

Hail Trance!

Hail Music,
This is something,
we can never get irritated with,
a boon to ears,
softness in eyes,
heart beating in rythm with music,
world left behind,
time moving slow,
i am working high,
trance takes me higher,
i love the way it makes feel,
and i am no more a liar,
there is nothing to worry,
everything is in my hand,
i am in some other world,
Cuz i am listening to Trance! :)

Life is confused!

There is total darkness,
its roof top,
you see lights at a distance,
but no light in you,
there are creatures making random noices,
you don't know a thing about what next,
you are confused to think about what,
life, love, carrier, parents,
you are sitting dumb,
thinking to jump off,
but no guts,
the sky turn from dark to blue,
but u r thinking,
endlessly,
irrespective of any thought,
trying to manage things,
that never work up in real life,
at last you feel screwed,
give up the thoughts,
and just go to sleep!

Worst moment in LIFE !

There were people around talking,
i did not hear a thing,
people running around,
doctors trying to take me of the stretcher,
but i did not feel anything,
i was close to heart stop,
but it didn't,
i was numb holding ur head,
seeing those blood spots on your clothes,
 on your closed eyes,
i knew you won't come back now,
knew u can't feel me,
but tried holding u hard,
i tried holding your hand,
but felt the hand all crushed,
i couldn't take off the blanket,
to see your hand all rushed,
There was blood all i can see,
and the hopes fading away,
and numbness in my head can never flee,
the moment i can never forget,
and the only thing i never wanted to see !

We are using each other!

There is a story behind every tear drop,
some show the pain we have been through,
few show the happy moments,
many of them are of the scary part of us,
and other are othe people we are scared of,
people these days use each other,
the concept of a relationship has gone past by,
people shake hands to make profit,
while some people hug just to pass by their free time,
there is no sense in being sensible,
all the people around are just horrible,
there is no feeling,
just selfishness,
people around are there to use you,
and slowly you learn you are using people too!