Worst moment in LIFE !

There were people around talking,
i did not hear a thing,
people running around,
doctors trying to take me of the stretcher,
but i did not feel anything,
i was close to heart stop,
but it didn't,
i was numb holding ur head,
seeing those blood spots on your clothes,
 on your closed eyes,
i knew you won't come back now,
knew u can't feel me,
but tried holding u hard,
i tried holding your hand,
but felt the hand all crushed,
i couldn't take off the blanket,
to see your hand all rushed,
There was blood all i can see,
and the hopes fading away,
and numbness in my head can never flee,
the moment i can never forget,
and the only thing i never wanted to see !