When you were Gone!

When you were gone,
I had this silent pray,
To get you back,
To move away from my dark,
I seem to be a little lost,
Roaming around like a haunted ghost,
There was a beilief in you,
Thats my prayers won't go in vain,
I had trust to get you back,
I knew no one can take you away from me,
I knew i have been honest and true by all means,
Yes, those chants, prayers has worked for me,
You are here again with me,
The old we,
The old us,
Honest,
Trustful,
With your hand in my hand,
Its all what i ever wanted,
I wish it stays like this always,
And we never see an end!

I FEAR !

I fear!

The blast of memories,
Has hit my mind,
Its burning big and more bright,
I fear now,
Even to loose you in my dreams,
I stay awake in fear of loosing you again,
There is an untamed dark,
A furiousness,
A sadness of us apart,
A part of me has always been thinking of you,
May be your story has a whole different part,
The eyes are dull,
Tears gone dry,
Life seems unworthy,
Selfish at times,
May be one day you come back to me,
And again the sun brightly shines!

I miss you!

Is there any way i could forget you,
Any one who can handle me better than you did,
I try feeling those 5 minutes of your world,
The insane thurst you went through,
The swirling head,
People all over,
All you saw was blood around,
Wanting to meet me,
Hold my hand at that extreme moment,
May be see me the very last time,
Hug me insane,
I wish i was there as i promised,
To be there when no one would,
To hold your hand when your world fall apart,
Those innocent eyes,
The beautiful heart,
The beauty in your words,
The love in your eyes,
The warmth of your hug,
The scent of your curly hair,
The dream i have to be with you,
Is there i any way i could forget you,
Is there anyone who can handle me more than you!

I miss us!

It was a saturday night,
When we had a fight,
You cried loud,
And i went for an out,
You burst into tears,
To loose you forever was my fear,
I never wanted us to end that way,
Now all i have is sadness and grey,
I want you back,
But you have gone too far,
I hope for a new beginning,
But the clouds won't fade away,
Now i cry out loud,
And there is no one to hear,
While i sit all alone crying on the Bay !

Losing ourself !

We face serious accidents in life,
Accidents that doesn't hurt physically,
But emotionally,
You meet someone,
You feel right about them,
You put up everything to have them,
You loose other relation sometimes to hold them,
You know there is no turning back,
But you face the defeat,
You face the guilt,
They leave you for unknown stupid and idiotic reason,
They leave you for none of a reason,
You face fade in your life,
You face hate,
You face ignorance,
You face sadness,
You face guilt for those other relations,
You face dusk,
You know its dark ahead,
You feel low,
And all you have is the lost Glow!