Non-relative Thoughts !

I walk through empty streets,
Looking at every thing around,
Feeling lost in thoughts,
Wondering if i have achieved something yet,
Questioning myself if i have given my 100% ,
I feel i have everything,
But still empty hands,
I bear a heavy smile,
But inside i know the heavy heart,
I walk around like nothing really matter,
But inside i know i have lost too much,
I fear,
I fear to loose more,
I fear to be left alone,
I fear to show up my heart,
I fear that it would be left heavy again!